Reflection on the Semester

This final semester has been a real challenge. Although with this independent study, I could do everything in my own time, I also had a hard time finding sufficient time to go into the studio for hours at a time. Sports and other class obligations tended to get in the way. Additionally, I was almost never able to make an appearance in class, which means I did not get that many critiques and I also missed out on information shared in class; I would only receive that info after the fact, in my weekly meetings. In a way, I never really felt like I was a part of the class.

Another challenge was a very frustrating experience for an artist like me. If I had to describe my mentality as an artist, it would be more in line with a "commercial" artist. I love the artistic process, it brings my joy and serenity. I do it because I want to. I pour all my heart and time into pieces but I don't really become too attached to them. I don't need to have some grand reason for making art. Compared to an artist who wants to say something and express their opinions through their work, my work is very shallow, I don't have so many layers to it. I have the greatest respect for those who can think like that, who are able to leave a lasting impact with their artistic message. But my mind doesn't delve that deeply, which made this class much harder. I was forced to think deeper about things and how my artwork is read by others. Although, this really pushed my buttons, I understand the importance of putting more thought into what you're making. When I go on to make artwork for companies or to sell, I will need to keep this in mind. The imagery I present will be seen by an audience, and how well it is received will greatly impact my clients/companies' success.

Despite the rigors and frustrations, this class has been a positive influence on my artistic ability. Not only have I learned several new techniques of printmaking, but I have also been pushed to grow as an artist, to expand my thought process and increase my awareness of my impact on others. I will take these lessons to heart and carry them with me as I enter the cutthroat commercial art world.

Thank you to professors and my classmates who helped my get this far. I feel prepared to take on whats' next!